The importance of one thing.

One thing that is very important to me, more than any material item, is my mother. The bond that my mother and i share is more than just a bond that a mother and daughter should share, she is my best friend. I am so glad to have someone like her in my life, someone that trusts me 100% with everything, and that i can turn to with any problem if i need to. She is my everything, and i cannot even begin to imagine my life without her. She would do anything for me, and its just amazing to me how much love can generate out of one person. Yes, sometimes we disagree and sometimes i become very frustrated with her, but at the end of the day she is the person i value the most. I pray that i all of my children will know her, and i hope that she will not only be apart of my youth, but also every part of my adulthood. If i ever lost my mother, i literally do not know what i would do with my life. I am not sure if i could go on living without her. It would be the single hardest thing i would ever have to do in my life. The recovery process from that, if there is one, would be months... if not years. Everything important to me would cease to be important to me. I know that my mother would not want me to mourn for long, she would want me to do something great and influential with my life, but i don't know how i would even be able to think without her. I try to believe that everything happens for a reason, and i know maybe something good would come from it, but i don't know if i would realize it. I would try to keep my mother alive inside, and also by keeping her ashes and spreading them all over the world. She always loved to travel, and there are places i know she would like to go, so if she did pass i would take her ashes and spread them all over the world. In the most miraculous places. This would be my justice for this. I would keep a little bit of her with me, then i would let her live forever in the places she always dreamed to go.